Dream share

A few nights back, I had a dream about a Japanese artist that I admire.

I am assuming it was winter, a friend of mine and me were about to meet up at the street. It was night time, and it was cold. We were wearing winter clothes. The Japanese artist and I were together waiting for my friend who was just across the street. The artist and I were casually laughing and enjoying each other's company. As I was waving for my friend to cross the street, the artist brought me to the side and carefully placed a chrome watch on my left wrist. I felt that I liked the clockwork as it was the style that I loved, and I was thankful to him. The dream ended with us smiling, and I was elated.

The end.

If there are dream interpreters out there, what do you think of my dream? (-_~)

What does the future hold

About 11 years ago, I told a close friend of mine that I wanted to save lives. About that time, I wanted to be a doctor. Unfortunately, I did not survive my first year in medical school.

This time, I have another chance to "save lives." Around this time last year, I enrolled in a Caregiving Course. Unfortunately, the course got delayed due to the pandemic. Late last year, the training center contacted me and asked if I was still interested in taking the Caregiving Course. I was hesitant because I was not financially ready. Eventually, I pushed through, and I am currently half-way through the course.

The course is currently "blended," meaning we have classes online and schedule face-to-face meetings.

Hopefully, this would be an opportunity for me to save lives and be a stepping stone for the betterment of my family's future.

I am far from my goals, but I hope to move closer to my dreams and aspirations.

Everyone, please continue to support for the future. Until next time.

dream board

last saturday, we attended our household at ate jen's house. (^_^)

i was with aiza but she was not allowed to join our household.

anyways, before the household itself,

i took a bath and we ate dinner at ate jen's place.

for our household activity,

we made our own dream board.

mine was about performing in theater,

traveling in asian countries and learning their culture also to be able to perform them.

included in the travel is tasting the different delicacies of different countries.

also to do pilgrimage and visit different churches in our country and in nearby asian countries.

it is also my dream to be able to go to different rural areas and have interaction and exposure with them. (^_^)

and lastly, to have inner peace. (~_~)

i really enjoyed this activity.

i do pray that i may be able to fulfill my dreams and may lara and ate jen be able to fulfill their dreams. (^_^)

half day

i woke a little earlier that usual to prepare breakfast for about 9 people.

there is nothing unusual that.

what is unusual is that after preparing and eating breakfast,

i slept half of the day.

not even on a bed,

i was sleeping on an reclined, cushioned chair.

no neck pains or anything.

just plain unusual for me.

when i woke up, it was lunch time.

add to that, i had a dream that felt so real.

in my dream, our aunt came here at our house with a foreigner.

she wanted me to take her blood pressure but she wasn't exactly cooperative.

i felt i was skipping from dream to reality,

to the point that when i woke up,

i asked my sister if our aunt arrived.

there was also a part on my dream where i saw a cover of a dvd movie with furukawa yuuta and suzuki hiroki (zukki).

it looked like they were walking along the beach talking and laughing,

and they each had a surfing board with them.

i wonder...

(~_~)

yume - dream 2

i had a dream again last night. this time, the person in my dream was my third year high school christian life teacher, Sir Rady Olazo.

i can't remember the details but there seems to be an event of some sort. he was with the kids and he seems to be enjoying an activity with them. i saw him, he looked to his side and he saw me. he looked really happy.

Sir Rady Olazo knew a lot of things, events that happened to me during my third year in high school. he was a great help and a great inspiration for me. he tried to help and guide me but still very wary and careful about the teacher-student barrier. i am very thankful that i was able to meet someone like him. (^_^)

yume - dream

i few nights ago, i had a dream. rarely do i remember my dreams. but this one, i definitely remembered because of the people in the dream and the circumstances of the events in the dream.

i was in a classroom with eiji-senpai. the class was obviously about medicine. i failed in that subject and i felt so bad about it that i just quietly walked out of the room. i wandered in different corridors. the corridors were not familiar to me but they were not dark or anything. just a typical corridor or hallways of a school. i felt lonely and lost in thought while walking. i then entered a fire exit door. i saw a narrow stairway. it was neither dark nor light,  normal lighting. i don't remember seeing that staircase before but the feeling felt warm, comfortable and familiar. i saw 2-3 people coming up the stairs and passing by me. they seem to be in a procession of some sort and someone was carrying a statue of mother mary. i then saw my first year high school christian life teacher, Sir Rod Pino. i followed him ( he was also in the procession) and we followed the procession of the statue. we went up the stairs. we paused in one side of the stairway (like a mezzanine), we knelt and we prayed. after a while, we stood up and continued the procession up the stairs. only a short time passed, when i saw myself  kneeling again and praying (another mezzanine?). this time i heard the prayers of those with me but i could not distinguish what they were saying until i heard a familiar female voice behind me. she was praying for me, she was crying... for me. she hugged me from behind. i then felt that i was crying but i felt very comfortable wrapped under her warm arms. she was asking me to come back, be myself once more, forget my worries and be happy again. it was from my second year high school english teacher, Ms. Nutschell Anne Windsor.

other than being my english teacher, she was also one of the founders of the Campus Ministry Auxiliary, my main spiritual support when i was in high school. i had great respect for her in different aspects.

as i felt her embrace gently fading away, i felt more sure of myself. there was a change in the environment. i was was walking towards the classroom i mentioned at the start of the dream. i felt lighter and everything around me seemed more fresh and relaxing. i saw my professor in medicine walking towards me. she was saying something about my failure but i did not seem sad about it. i even smiled at her and said something good. she seems to be taken aback and she merely walked away.

that's all i could remember of my dream. it was like a moment of enlightenment for me. i realized how different i was years back. i've remembered how important the people in high school were for me. how they have changed my life, in a good and bad way, but most definitely in a good way. (^_^)

22b christmas party

the other night was the christmas party of sfc-22b! (^_^)

"22Bs' Dream Come True: The WestB2B Christmas Party"

we dressed up according to our childhood dream.

me? i dressed up as a ballerina because i wanted to be like the "sugarplum princess" in the nutcracker. (^_^)

anyways, we had a short "walk on the catwalk", dancing, games and eating!

it was a fun night and i enjoyed it a lot, most specially the dancing! (^_~)

liar game 2

i was watching Liar Game 2 awhile ago.

during the "gold rush" game,

i felt that i have "experienced" that scene/game...

in my dreams.

the feeling and the details are the same...

yume

i had a dream months ago. i did not really want to share it because there is a saying that when you say your dreams, they won't come true. but being the forgetful me, i decided to share it instead.

there was this concert wherein different japanese artists were performing. i think i was part of the backstage crew because i was backstage with all the other artists and i was organizing something with them. i remember members of D2 were there and were joking around with me. when it was already time for their performance, i saw Setomaru enter backstage and saying "ganbatte" to everyone. i think i was standing behind a counter for some reason when he arrived. and then Shirotan arrived and he as dork-ing around. he then went opposite the counter where i was and held my hand in a friendly way and said excitedly, "may i talk to you about something?" we then went to a side of the room to talk. i remember some artists were teasing him but he just smiled back. then held both my hands and asked, "are you really leaving? going back to the philippines?" i think my response was a nod. i remember his voice sounding like he knows something. like he wants to tell me not to leave yet because i had "unfinished business" with some members of D boys. for some reason, i had a feeling we were thinking of the same thing.

and then i woke up.

what do you think minna-san?