6.03.2011

tears

honestly, i really want to be a doctor though i always questioned my skills.

my mother went to the parent's orientation this morning.

when she arrived, i asked her immediately what the school said at the orientation.

while my parents and i were talking about it,

tears started to fill my eyes.

at the beginning i was trying not to let them out,

but i could not hold it any longer.

as i was crying i realized how much tension has been hidden inside of me.

ever since i was enrolled, it was only now that i really cried and said...

"i am scared that i might not be able to make it."

my parents assured me that they will support me,

but personally, i feel very fragile about it.

it is true that talent and skills are a great advantage in this field despite the hardwork and the passion.

but i hope that does not stop me from going forward, do my best to help others and to be a doctor.

i hope in the long run, i do not lose myself.

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