Update

 Hello everyone!

Please forgive me, there have been no entries in my blog. The previous months have been emotionally and physically draining for me. I cannot put into words what I have been going through and this may also be one of the reasons why I have no posts. Every small change and detail has been overwhelming for me that I have difficulty in handling different situations.

Last year I said I started blogging again was for my emotional health. In the previous months, other than emotional health, I now have to deal with my physical health. In my early twenties, I was conscious of changes in my body which helped me detect early signs of illness. After I gave birth five years ago, everything changed. I took my health for granted. Thinking about it now, it may have been because I kept on comparing myself with other mothers. I gave in to pressure without realizing it.

"Yung iba nga..."

"Parte talaga yan ng pagiging nanay, tiisin mo...'

"Dapat ganito... dapat ganyan..."

My body was giving me signs that I was not fine at all, but I brushed it off. Until recently, I felt pain, discomfort, and "lumps" in certain areas of my body. What I am afraid of is, I may have turned a blind eye on my own health for too long that it is already at its limit.

Not sure if I will be updating progress about it here in my blog or will merely pass by it once in a while. We will see in the future.

At the moment, I am just taking things one day at a time.

Everyone, take care.