Recently, I have these circumstances where I fix an issue. I thought it would be fine. Then I would get notified that the transaction has an issue, so I suddenly have to leave the house and straighten out the problem. This is a problem for me because I have to ask my sister to watch over my daughter.
It has been going on for months now. I don't know if the problem is me or with the people I am transacting with?
Does anybody deal with this on an everyday basis like me?
Most of the time, a resolution does not go my way. Sometimes the effect on me is long-term. For circumstances that go my way, sometimes I still doubt if I did the right thing or not. Self-doubt is like digging your own grave, scary.
I used to have confidence in my decisions, now I second-guess everything I do. It is an unsettling feeling, and I hope to improve myself and be more confident with my resolutions.
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