muchness

i just realized that i was always independent in doing a lot of things but it never really bothered me.

i seemed to be always on a different and bizarre point of view of things,

but i always had fun and enjoyed it.

i was the "sweet little girl" that seemed to just enjoy what life brought her. 

so why exactly am i feeling left out recently if i never gave any fuss about it before?

i mean, i was always part of the "out" crowd but i turned out fine, right?

the realization just made me appreciate myself more.

you deserve a "Gibb's hit on the head" and a "pat on the back".

kudos! (^_^)

on a separate note,

in times like these, i remember fuji-senpai quoting a line from the movie Alice in Wonderland (2010)

"You used to be much more..."muchier." You've lost your muchness."

when she first told me this, we just laughed it off.

now that i remember it, it seems to make sense.

(^_^)