Things I had planned seem to not push through according to how I wanted them to happen. :(
Though there are small happy moments that I am content and thankful for :)
Some plans seem to be very slow, and some that are extremely fast and unexpected.
Still trying to learn how to accept things that hurt me and use them in my favor. Easier said than done. /sigh
People I know threatened to sue me, though it was a misunderstanding, I still hold a grudge against them because they think low of me. I received an apology, though it felt more of a defense for their unjust views and not a sincere apology.
I try to be a respectful and understanding person, though I know that I have my faults, flaws, and fangs. I am contemplating being the b*tch that they think that I am. Might as well live it, right? But I guess there are still some good values in me as I can still hold back and be mum about stuff, though I don't know until how long...
Of course, there are moments that I broke my silence. It caused me some trouble, but I just think it should no longer be overlooked.
Small victories for the first fifteen days of the year are temporary, but I am proud of them.
I have a lot of plans in mind just really need the resources and the drive. I hope I get there.
I would like to pursue old and new interests. I hope I can do them before the year ends.
For now, I live one day at a time.
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