CLP 2013 Batch 2 Chronicles: no holds barred/ commitment

there is too much to ask, there is too much to say.
you know the dastardly villain within my veins.
judge me not for what you see,
for i have condemned me.

there is no verdict that i give.

for who am i to critic?

guilty i am for what i have done,

but them, do they state their own faults?

i am young, inexperienced and immature
my emotions are what i hold on to.
do you dare take these away?
when these are all i have?

humbug!

you are more than what you say.

belittle not yourself,

for i see in you, more than what you think.

this felon in me, how do i eradicate?
it has scarred me to much,
rotting my body, my heart, my soul.

prayers, prayers, prayers.

we know our sins, we are both culpable.

the time has come for change.

facing our selfish indulgences.

to our Creator,

we must always return.

be reminded of the core of the service.

this will be our oath,

the commitment.