AC, AP and SP

it was only in high school when i first met "academic competition/AC"

from our first meeting, i knew we would never get along.

after all these years, we knew each other's existence,

but never really communicated well, we were just civil about it.

we had common friends but we would just clash when we were together.

we sort of lost interaction for a year.

but we saw each other again last june,

and like before, we did not get along.

recently, we have been very bothered by each other's existence.

to the point that i started thinking that AC destroys other people's lives (except of course AC's friends).

though we have know each other for quite some time now,

AC's existence, has been making me sad, depressed and has been pushing me in a corner.

add to that, i recently acquainted with some of AC's relatives,

from the Pressure family.

i have been acquainted with some of them before.

i'm alright with some of them,

but there are those who are like AC that just makes me frustrated.

some of them are SP (social pressure) and AP (academic pressure).

AP and AC are very close,

while SP is sometimes ok, sometimes not.

anyways, recently, they have been a bother to me.

(though SP would just come and go sometimes)

their existence make me feel less of a human.

i'm so (more) impulsive and short-tempered (than usual) recently because of them.

darn them!