a visit

before going to my class yesterday,

i passed by my high school alma mater. (^_^)

though my class was pretty early,

i did not hesitate to visit my former school.

i attended the morning mass at the chapel.

when i was in high school,

i was a member of a student organization, Campus Ministry Auxiliary (CMA),

we are the one in-charge of the morning mass everyday and the special masses done in high school.

i really miss going to the chapel every morning and pray my heart out.

whether for thanksgiving or for help,

after a prayer and the mass,

i felt my troubles become lighter and i could go through the day whatever problems may arise.

i owe a lot to the organization.

if it was not for the influence of prayer from the organization,

i would never have been alive and continue living up to this day.

this is no exaggeration.

there was a time in high school that i was hanging by a thread day by day,

almost clinically depressed and i really needed help.

because of my friends and this organization,

i had hope and i continued living day by day.

attending mass once again made me feel so light,

i have never felt this happy for so long. (^_^)