feelings

recently, i have been having this feeling of idleness.

lack of inspiration.

sluggishness and all the like.

what bothers me the most is my lack of the "drive to do anything"

this is painful to admit in my part as i know very well that there are things i should be doing.

i am nervous and scared right now as i know that i will not be getting results that i want because i am not doing anything.

but knowing this, i seem to be still wasting my time.

this is very troublesome for me.

(-_-)