within seven days before and after my birthday.
people take advantage of me.
this year the effects this year was worse.
i know that there are things that should be kept private.
but i really need to write about it to release the "negative vibes"
anyways, the "opportunist event" this year caused a chain of events.
it became too personal that family history was "nahalungkat" in filipino.
as we grow up, we know more things about life.
in my case, i learned about my family.
right now, i am unsure about my relationship with some members of my family.
i feel lost and unsure.
i always say that i need to move on when "things" happen.
but this time around i decided i need time to think about it.
i need time to acknowledge what i feel and what happened.
hopefully it will dwell on it too much as that is also dangerous for me.
i shall move on, but i must acknowledge the problem first.
i pray for guidance and strength.
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