The month of May is about to finish, and I have not updated anything at all. My struggle recently has only been one thing. That one investment that gives me trouble because they do not want to own up to their mistake.
For the past year, I have been struggling with the idea of security. Early this year, there was an investment that I thought would help in my sense of security. Unfortunately, we were blind-sided, and my anxiety has heightened. As of writing, I am still struggling with all the anger, bitterness, and uncertainty.
Hoping to have a better outcome after this, but honestly, I am not holding my breath. The future feels grim, so even pushing myself to face the issues at hand can feel debilitating.
My daily routine has been interrupted. It is frustrating for me because I have been working for a year now to control my life. I feel that I am starting from scratch again. At the same time, I can sense a little change. Honestly, it is hard to gauge where I am right now, but I take it one step at a time.
We'll see what the future holds.
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